Wednesday, April 28, 2010
What a horrible TWW
So I'm only 5 days into this, and I'm already ready for it to be over. A few days ago, I really felt like I would just wait it out, no big deal. I know how hard/long it was for us to get pregnant the first time, and I'm sort of jaded that it'll probably take that long again. But now that I'm a few days into this TWW, it amazes me how I'm still excited about the idea that I could be pregnant again. Especially after m/c I thought I'd be more scared about getting pregnant again, and I guess if I do get pregnant right away I'll be a little scared, but I just can't stop myself from being excited as the prospect. Which from a logical point of view, worries me... How weird is that? It worries me that I'm not worried. LOL So dumb!